I am not happy.

Come backkkkkk<3

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At yeeeeeeeting's place now, she's sleeping.
I am happy, thankful my flu's gone away.
thankful for the little things that happened.

I thought I did a lot, I thought I changed a lot.
But I thought too much.
Try harder slut.

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At least I msged you almost everything I want to tell you,
I wont regret anymore.

Stats ICA on monday. & after this coming week,
we will be having our xmas holidays! 3 whole fking weeks.
No plans, no overseas trips. WORK.
I wished that admiral didnt have to move.

JL's birthday celebration yesterday.
Went plush after dinner at thai express.
will upload pictures soon.
Long and me with her friend.
Nothing much. we were all drunk.

Woke up too early today.
wanted to get an iphone but last min sth cockup.

Give me just one night, tonight.
Let me cry let me shout let me drink
let me throw my fked up tandrums.
Just be there for me, for this last night.

I am a liar.
iloveyousomuch,icantandwontforgetyou.thepainthecutsthehurtaresodeep,butmyloveforyouisevendeeper.
Youwanttogo,howcanistopyou.youwanttoleave,howcanikeepyou.whenyouseeme,dontscoldme,itsnothingtowhatyou'vedonetome.
I swear, you are the last.

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Ecns teacher is crap!
Keep crapping like @#$%^&
Now that he's over MJ,
he talked about the fareast plaza chicken rice, then KFC.
Made me hungry alr ):
Then he said that eating too much chicken will grow breast!
Waulau irritating sial zzz whats that related to ecns? O.o
He's damn gay zzz

OH WELL I'm like really hungry alr.
What shall I have later ?
IK! Just buy coffee and chill.
I should be full then.

Life is boring >.<

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Went swimming again today, this time alone.
Although a little emo and bored, it was quite relaxing.
Can spend time so I wont think so much.
It will also help me to sleep better at night, I hope :)
Then took shuttle bus to SSC and walked all the way home.
Aroung 6 bus stops away ok! :D
God bless me that I would get slimmer soon pleaseeeezz!

I have no right to say anything.

Im tired of crying.
From now on, I will force a smile when I feel like crying.
It will surely feel better :D

PROJECTS !@#$%
School sucks a lot now ):

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同样的一场日落
同样你还是没说
只是抱紧我
时间一到就松手

你用一万个理由
都比沉默还温柔
为什么爱我又不断退后

你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

我要 相信你是爱我的
我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的
我怎么等

我要 相信你是爱我的
不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

我用一万个答案
解释我们的距离
到最后发现我全都猜错

你害怕的是什么
你想要的是什么
站在你背后
我连呼吸都痛

你怀里有太多问号
告诉我怎么依靠

我要 相信你是爱我的
我要 相信你是勇敢的
我烦 时间是最残酷的
我怎么等

我要 相信你是爱我的
不要 当我每次唱情歌
眼里总有太多泪
不停拉扯

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